New Zealand Paralympics bronze medallist Rory McSweeney reveals battle with depression
New Zealand Paralympics star Rory McSweeney has revealed he battled depression during "a crazy journey" towards his Rio bronze medal.
McSweeney has been part of the Kiwi medal rush in Rio, taking third in the men's T42-44 javelin with a throw of 57.32m at his first Paralympics.
The Dunedin 31-year-old posted an emotional message on his Facebook page on Thursday, thanking fans for their support and revealing the mental struggles he had endured over the past 10 years.
"Just want to say a massive thank you to everyone for the amazing support that I have been receiving. It really has been incredibly touching and has made my moment of glory so very special," McSweeney said.
"I went into competition to throw my heart out for all of my friends and family and hopefully make everyone proud.
"The last decade has been a crazy journey from battling depression and suicide to now becoming a Paralympian. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you to those who believed in me, this is for you!"
McSweeney is a left below-knee amputee from an accident at age three.
He attended a Paralympics New Zealand talent identification programme event in 20098 and hasn't looked back. Dabbling in cycling he switched to javelin and has been on a steady rise, finishing eighth at the 2011 world championships, sixth in 2013 and second last year.
"It means the world, that was such an amazing experience," McSweeney told TV One of the intense battle for the medals in Rio.
"It was such a tight competition and I can't believe I got a medal for New Zealand. I'm so happy."
McSweeney works as a prosthetic technician at Dunedin's Limb Centre.
He had surgery on his knee to stabilise his kneecap, which allows him to run better and has meant his prosthetic has been realigned.
McSweeney collaborated with prosthetists to get the best solution for his artificial limb, and uses a running blade, a javelin-throwing blade and a walking leg.
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